WILL I EVER SEE

WILL I EVER SEE

WILL I EVER BELIEVE

NOW THAT I STABBED MYSELF

IN DEED

WHY 

I DO NOT KNOW

WHEN THEY REACH OUT FOR MY HANDS

I WALK AWAY

I HIDE BEHIND MY PRIDE

I SLIDE BESIDE MY CRIES

THE STONES CAME DOWN

FROM THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN

THEY KEEP DESCENDING

KILLING, DESTROYING EVERYTHING UNDER

I WANT TO KNOW

WILL I EVER SEE

WILL I EVER BELIEVE

AGAIN

NOT THE TRUST

NOT THE HEART

JUST THE VISION OF ME, MYSELF AND I

NOT THE BELIEF

NOT THE PRAYER

JUST THE AIR TO BREATHE

WAVES DOOMING, WINTER, SPRING

IT ALL REPEATS ITSELF

WILL I EVER SEE

WILL I EVER BELIEVE

NOT THE HURT 

NOT THE SORROW

JUST THE EYE UP IN THE SKY

WILL I EVER SEE

WILL I EVER BELIEVE

AGAIN 

I DO MEAN TO ASK

- another poem from long ago suspecting from 1998