Oct 28, 2010

Flesh Awakening

©Jan Saudek


Envision one simple time
Open the door I stand before you bare
Free and afraid, Grab me
Push me closer
To your slim body
Covered in a business man world
As I am Pulsating and Shivering
Ripping through the dress shirt you don’t plan to keep
Buttons fly to say more and faster
Dinner ate the granite floor faster than plates broke apiece
Desire, an old but a new friend today
Burns between as a bare foot touching an orange coal
Bend me over the ottoman, the chair in the way
Force me to obey my body’s instinct to dive
Into a river of sweat, showering of a prey
Turn my flesh into a transient canvas this very night
Create marks and shapes of your hand's presence
Etch in and draw skin under your nails
Slide and run down my back
Throw salt and water
Let it mesh and dissolve
Pull me as if I was falling off a skyscraper
I gush out, I moan, I gasp and become open wide
Through and through and within
Saddle me to be atop, legs swing up high
Graze me with your thighs
Lock me into a hard embrace
Pressing against the counter, impressions are torn into my arms
Let it rip – all that ever was inside you,
Free it through hard strokes, rips, and grinds
As your sweat becomes mine
Your flesh now speaks to mine
If you listen, grab again and too
Become unhinged
Bliss of tired bodies on the cold floor
Short of breath, full of ecstasy, thus life
And life onto death in fever and lust.

10.7.10

Oct 15, 2010

Killer

©Jan Saudek

In one dire moment, One look
Exterminating my child’s innocence,
My ability to defuse
One wink, One gasp
As torturous as it may eventually become
Gleaming in the night, into every wrinkle
Within the wicked Smile you own
One or two words
Uttered before I know
The Accent I note I cannot escape
It burns away all sound
Killer
Another torpedo arrives, then another
As if
It couldn’t be any other way, Enough
Killer
The Blue in your eyes
Kill me now
Strip me bare
For I cannot wait to Die
I shall scream, I'll protest, I’ll give it a try
My grimace will flush, turning into Snow White
In an instant I’ll write off my future
For the here and now
Killer
Lay me down and ripple my skin
Mold my bones
Push down the vibration in my arms into the ground
Killer
Tighten your evil grasp if you’ve collected
Release me Killer please
Allow me to write in my own Blood
Leave me in awe of my Dawn
Killer sweet
In agony I beg
In an instant became a street beggar for your Killing
My skin to peel
My blood to boil
One last Time
Kill me Now

10.14.10