Nov 26, 2006
Memory
Sep 24, 2006
Same Yet Not Alike

Strolling through these woods makes me smile
When I feel the playful wind breeze by me and make the leaves sing
Song which sounds the same as before yet there isn’t one that is exactly alike
I don’t mean this to sound cute or some such
Just a way you make me feel,
Always the same yet very different each time
Like a deck of cards you pick one hoping it will bring you luck in game
I no longer await that card
Each chance I ride to its full eclipse
If watching the stars at night in the middle of nowhere
While the fireworks were going up into the dark sky
Which opens its arms and accepts the intrusion as if
It was always intended
Kind of like you
Always intended and now rising to the occasion
I open my arms to your intense rising,
May you be the card or the cherry tree from early childhood memories
Time is not always kind but it is right, in any case
And the cherry story you ask
Do you see the albatross story in your days of youth as I?
It’s correlation to a new start, hope and chance in a form of a child?
I dream of less than perfect prunes filling up a deep bowl resting on a wooden porch
Sewed with the shadow’s of a man’s life
My grandfather made when his albatross has made his visit known
I shared something with you yesterday
We swung the afternoon away, it was decorated with sunrays
Which were calm and beyond gentle
Back when I was a child in
We all had such a summer house
There was a huge cherry tree in my neighbor's garden
Of course a long thick rope was attached to it’s strongest of branches
We’d climb up the cherry stairs grab a handful of wine red pairs
Dress them over our ears no matter boy or girl
Swung for hours on end in bliss
There maybe you see it too, how simple and true.
Always it sings and sounds the same yet it’s never alike,
Like you, like I, like the moon at night.
On 9.5.05
NOSTALGIA

Nostalgic we may be today
Sitting in a circle and passing a tale
Tomorrow's waking will sever our ties with the past
In moments the future floats
As hope springs a new flotilla
Into the sea's hands
Knowing is not understanding
Remembering is not stalling
Hoping is not pretending
Loving is not weakening
I stood here by this tree
Shortly after it was planted
I was on high ground and almost touching
The sky's gates
Then I grew some more
And the tree eventually caught up
And grew even taller
If I saw the tree today
Could I see myself standing beside it
The platinum hair and a polka dot hat?
You think?
I agree
Nostalgia is a friendly neighbor of the soul
To say the least
Knowing fortunes is knowing when you took your first step
Remembering reasons is always second hand to gathering
An image one placed away in a well of memories
None are forgotten,
Trust if you will and the return to the tree
You outgrew then
Will take its grace in a moment's pass
Nostalgia I greet you
With open arms
Again.
By Lucie Teichmann
7/30/05 to counterpart/to follow VS's "Nostalgia"
Sep 11, 2006
One Year of Pashiks
And a life has been lived
If not now then when do I say
The heart is truer than birth
And more certain than death unto us all
Thank you for 365 days that will remain
Always
Four
Three
Two of us
One thought
I love you today as I have loved you now for a while
More than I ever imagined…
From Pashikus
The second
To the pashik the very first
9.4.06
CREEPER
Not yesterday who knows if today will go any different
But one extremely burning thought has risen swiftly
It has yet to fall and retreat to the woods of the unpleasant
Creeper I may name it for its existence is now more than ever
Present and although a future one may never arrive
To demolish what has so soundly been built for months
Can it but take a creeper for a night?
Blank lines, empty sheets and what is bound in between
My pen has not dipped and my inkbottle has dried up
Today I aid to the creeper and just for now
Tomorrow although is it as uncertain as any part of life
It will shine through on me and then on the creeper
That I am and you are and we are one
Creeper dearest I hold you dear today
And welcome you amongst us
Because you are me and within and part of
Never do I ask to withhold any of what has become
Creeper of mine
I ask you humbly to flee
So I can pick up my pen and refill the pages with countless flights
More eloquently you say?
Be gone!
Speak no further and create no delays.
Apr 11, 2006
Take a bow
Let me take a bow
I want the tips of my hair to touch the ground
In your honor
You don’t require
Allow me to celebrate
All the benevolence within you
Throw some fireworks into the air
On a cold April day
Chills you may experience
But how could one compare
I stand tall to call
You one of a kind
To sit calmly and deny
Would only be a way of a fool’s mind
Today is rolled out for you, smile
Don’t stop, create and continue
May it never end, your patience
And bravery alike
I look to the sun and to the moon
Thereafter today has gone by
And you have seen both
Finding what’s important
Your one and only true heart
Knowing your steps
Will lead you on and here on out
May you never stop.
For Brian K. celebrating his bday
April 3, 2006
Apr 1, 2006
Smoky
Smokey shades of you appear in the daylight
They are welcoming and still
I know not of you or into you
Who you are or may be is as unclear
As the day’s after today agenda
Soldier of your wicked mind
You dare to deviate from a thrill
Recalling your own fleeting will
Soaking your elbows in your past
Lifting your prose into the future
I do heart your stories and
Shameless act of random inappropriate jokes
Which speak high in fantasy, torture and violence
Even if I may not see it they are rich in fortune
Might you be the boy that pushed
The hot dog stand down the subway stairs?
No need for lavish or the beautiful
Only the eyes see
These truths are forbidden in the tower of the victorious
You remain without a staple
Without a trace of alteration of any kind
Mar 16, 2006
Devil's Own (from my older files)

Devil's own way it has become
I have been through it all
It seems so,
Picture perfect
Hell on earth
Now I am wondering and crossing the two lines
Stuck between a rock and a wooden tile
How can I forget?
Why wasn't it said?
Like the clouds before the storm unleashes
My mind is dark, gloomy and senseless
Ungrateful is truth when it comes too late
Frightened I am to seek it again, from you or someone else
Cruelly I learned of another world
World so close to mine, almost identical
No longer I feel identified, pure if you will
The tree's branches are heavier by many giant birds
They look far into the horizon
I follow their stare
In hopes I will see what they see
And will be able to flare
My heart to believe in you
Once and again
Before I met the king of heat,
The feisty underground man
I knew nothing of fear,
I was not aware of who I really am
But then I faced a meeting of a lifetime
Devil's own I became into what I am now
Creature of full might, I don't blame you, not a bit
Closer to home the fierceness hits
I could describe the place and time
Somewhere between oceans and rivers which are unkind.
Now you and I are meeting for the last time,
Or perhaps not
One can never tell future pages of the book unwritten
If you see me in your way, walk on, as I will do the same.
Devil's own private sale.
Mar 12, 2006
Unformulated
Breathing is allowing life through
Knowing is not knowing anything
Unlearning is being born
Standing is really walking without moving
Sleeping is dreaming without understanding your dreams
Touch is the beginning of a soul
Listening is the begging of a heart’s beat
Touch is by far the only way to relate
.......
It was today I knew my future
I saw it sprinkle like a morning dew
Clearly it attaches to everything I am and will be
Proposals and tiny wheels of fortune
Granted me a genie wish
Look into another me
In a time no open eye has seen
I crop the picture and get the center’s attention
Only to soothe my mind
The cravings I experienced as a child
My hair grew white in time
And the totality of one’s presence
No longer avidly mattered
Just time and space
Perhaps not even that
My heart softened and yielded
Into what it always could be
Patient and blind
For it became merciful and
Utterly kind
Yes it was today I became